worst

the worst thing of this all is i can't run to you anymore
you were the one who i know would put a smile on my face
the one i depended on and who built me up and made me stronger
and when i was down or needed to cry i'd run to you
and now i can't.
it's just me

and no one can help the situation. i can't even be embraced by friends and family cause the tears just start falling all over again.

it's going to take a long time to stop missing what we had. you were my first love.