bingo

''You can’t get closer to each other, without getting closer to God. Intimacy was CREATED by God Himself. How do we expect to know it, to have it, without Him? It’s like a triangle: The closer you get to Him at the top, the closer you get to each other. It also keeps your relationship strong and keeps Satan from attacking you with the everyday struggles of life. Those can either magnify the relationship or destroy it.''

and i knew this half a year ago, but i ignored it. God, im sorry i put you second in my life. I've learnt my lesson. the light switched back on.