grateful

 the past couple of weeks i've realized how much i love the ladies god has placed in my life. no matter what part of the world they are in: be it the same city, 1-4 hours away, or on a completely different continent they are still there for me and I there for them. the core five (inseparableCINCO), along with my oldest high school friend meaghan, already know how much i love and appreciate them, i've wrote various posts of our friendship and their lovely characteristics and strengths. but god has place 3 new ladies in my life, well they've always been there but out of nowhere it seems a strong bond with each of them and myself has been created and i am soo sooo sooo very thankful for it. so i shall write about them now to show my appreciation, even if they may not read this post.

Meaghan-first off i don't believe i've written about my love and appreciation for you on my blog so might as well declare it now haha. you are such an intelligent, witty, hilarous and fun lady to be around. honestly there is never a dull moment with you. from you writing parodies based on movies to your comments while watching the tv or of a random, you just make me laugh. but when i need to discuss something of a serious matter you are there with your unfiltered and honest input. i love how you care for me to the point that your not afraid to tell someone else what's up or going on with me. you've got my back and you always will. and i will always be here for you. thanks for always cheering me up and making laugh uncontrollably. i want you to know you are a gorgeous, comedic, unfiltered wise girl ( i can't wait to see the man confident enough to call you his woman) and i am thankful for who you are and our friendship :)

Lisa- oh miss lisa b. i honestly can't recall how exactly we became besties but i LOVEEE IT! seriously you are the greatest. besides your stunning eyes and smile, sweet laughter, sarcasm, and girly-giddy-goofiness you are trustworthy, honest, understanding and a great listener. i love how you kinda sense when somethings up in my life. even though you live off in kelownaland you'll text me whenever something in my life goes off course sending me into a land of various emotions. it's crazy weird but i like it! i especially love our road trips and adventures, you are so much fun to be around. i also love our long phone conversations, no matter where you are be it at work or a rowdy pub you take the time to call on me and check on my life. thank you for that. thank you for being so supportive and understanding of my choices in life. also thank you for giving my time to be all consumed in my drama as i go off on a rant and then helping me see what's really the issue. i love you so much and so badly wish i could drive so i could visit you when you needed it or just because i felt like it.

Leanna- you are extremely sweet, real, patient, and understanding. i really do love how we became such close friends within these last weeks. thanks for being so trustworthy and in return trusting me with your life situations and struggles. trust is really important to me (like i told you i see trust as a sense of worth to someone) and im glad we can both fully trust one another. thank you for allowing me to have my guard down and tell you things i've never told anyone and for simply listening. i want you to know and believe me when i say that you are a beautiful, strong, lovable lady. i mean that with everything. i love the fact that you are a geek like me and we can have geeked out parties and share our love for comics, lotr, and all things Disney. you are great fun to be around and i can't wait to have more nerdtime with you. i'm always here whenever you need me, just send me a text or a call. love ya to bits my dear, life will only get better- trust me.

Kaila- our friendship seriously just occurred in a single night. within a few hours i can honestly say we became bestfriends. that rarely occurs with me. im one who's very reserved and i take a long time to get accustomed to someone let alone trust them enough to tell them personal things. i have a ladder of friendship of trust, as bizarre as that may sound (at first there's an acquaintance, then a peer, then a friend, then a bestfriend) and somehow you just jumped all the steps and gained my trust in a instance. i love how you partake in illustrations and art such as i do. and how easily we can have a conversation- be it about your artwork or random theories of life and god and science. i love how real you are with me, you're not afraid to share your past, your fears or your passions with me. and i can't wait to go travelling with you. i am honored that you asked me to. i feel as though in a way we are the same person or like sisters. and your maturity in our discussions and your feedback makes me forget that you're younger than i am. but age never really has played a part on who i choose to befriend or not. thank you for being so wonderfully kind and sincere. you are as beautiful on the inside as you are on the outside- and that is saying a lot cause hun you are simply stunning. love you loads!

 i love all you ladies ( and of course the inseparableCINCO ) so very much. thanks for showing me your constant support in my life. you are all so stunning, seriously i have the most gorgeous bestfriends ever like oh daaaang. i don't understand how most of y'all are single-seriously you are amazing women (& i can't wait to see the amazing man god has in store for each one of you. because you all deserve the best of the best and nothing less). love love love you mucho grande a lot yo'.