mmmmmmk so advice to y'all. don't make any drastic or hasty decisions the day after a break up, such as the decision to go clubbing. im not one to go clubbing, if i do go out im more of a low key lounge or chill pub kinda gal. not one for rowdy people, skimpy clothing and bad transitions between songs. but the day after being dumped i texted a friend telling her we needed to go out that weekend- i felt the need to look as hot as possible, drink my sorrows away, and dance the whole night. if you know me, you'll know none of those things are things i would do on a regular basis (heck even during new years im not one to get wasted). so when the weekend rolled by we didn't go clubbing due to poor planning and confusion with our schedules. rather, i had a relaxing girls night baking goodies and chatting with the ladies. but tomorrow i hit the club. don't get me wrong i'm excited to get dolled up (to an extent, not gonna deck myself out in a miniskirt and fake lashes and what not) but im also very nervous. never been to a club as a single lady. i had someone there to swat away the creepers, guess now i gotta just give the biotch stare down or the crazy jenna marble expression hah. we'll see how it goes. i made my friend swear to make sure i dont do anything stupid (which i doubt i will because i'm back to normal now and not overwhelmed with various emotions and insecurities as i was two weeks ago) and i know she's got my back. she's made a guest list of strictly ladies, so it's an official ladies night out. and honestly i've been praying for a week that i don't get approached by creepy, sweaty, drunk boys. :/ i don't think i'll be their type anyways due to the fact that i tend to dress modestly.
excited & very very nervous.
im more excited to hit the town: 'dressed to empress' with a bunch of ladies. im not looking for any hombres (especially at a club, no thanks).
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