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Monday, January 30

prayer + peace

& that's exactly what's happened this last month. i finally fell to the ground after years of standing against everything. but that doesn't make me weak because i've just been so on fire for god its ridiculous.im just pushing more on him than i have ever before and im so eager to see what he has in store for me. im at such a peace it's crazy. it really is a peace that surpasses all understanding cause i honestly don't understand but im so grateful for it. 

 it kinda feels like when i was standing in the oceans in costa rica: as your standing in the ocean you can feel the water pulling from under feet- sometimes you loose your balance cause it's so strong and comes out of nowhere but you can feel that a giant wave is approaching. that's where im at now. i feel something great and powerful is approaching and im ready to move with that wave as it nears. im ready to let it carry me. i just can't quite put to words what im feeling but it's amazing. it's a feeling i've never had before and it's one im not willing to let go off. it's undeniably god.

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