MORE

i know its mid january, but i didn't want to write about this until i was 100% sure. each year for lifewomen we pick a word for the new year. a word we want to live the year by. i thought long and hard about what word i should have: i was going to pick fearless but then that reminded me of taylor swift. then i was going to pick go but it made it seem like i was going to go to a far off country. then i was thinking about focus but that word was taken and i wanted something of my own. so i chose the word more. and i don't mean more as in 'give me give me' or a selfish type of more. i just want to expect more out of my life. because i never have. i always think there's someone out there better at doing at what i do so i didn't expect the best. but now i want to be more expectant. it's not a bad thing to expect goodthings. i've just been so used to being put down and shoved and brushed aside by people and obstacles i just stood my ground. but this year i want more postitivity and nothing short of it. last year my word was stand, and that i did. i stood when most people would crumble. i stood near god and my faith grew stronger. and now im going to push more onto him.

i want more of god and less of me
i want to give God  more than i have any other year- i dont want to hold back from him
i want to be more passionate about my life like i used to
i want do more
i want to dream more and bigger
i want read my bible more
i want to find myself more
be more strong
be more humble
be more loving
be more free
do more for people
have more patience
more understanding
give more
be more

this year i will do more because i plan on giving God more 

& yeah it may get a tad scary but i did call it the year of no fear 

and it's time to get braver.