i was fine and happy before i met you. and then when i met you i felt a sense of joy i didn't know was possible. and i can't pretend to be ok now that your gone. i mean i remember when one of us would be gone for a week or a weekend it would drive either of crazy not being able to talk to eachother or hear eachothers voice. and now it's worse. because you didn't go on a little trip to seattle. you're here. you have a proper phone connection. and i can see you online. and i want to talk to you i do. but i want to give you your space. it just sucks not knowing if i'll ever hear your voice again. im really doing by best to not pick up that phone and call you or send you a text. i am. if this is what you really want then i'll push through all this stupid crying and watch you leave. but if you want me to go after you and prove that im still the same person you fell in love with i will. i just want you to be happy. but i can't give you what you want if you don't know what you want.
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