flawed

 

My flaw: I freak out when I have to make decisions. The bigger the decision the more freaking out and hesitating and then the opportunity passes.

 

Hey God, some clarity and wisdom would be ideal.

 

"Decisions have multiple origins, neurologically. If we used only our brain's rational side, we'd analyze without stopping, dissect our options into ever smaller pieces, and follow out their logical options step by step, until we were so distant from the original impulse that we'd forget why we began. Without our emotional voices, without the gut, without sentimental gales and whatever mute instinct governed, there'd be only dithering."

- Victor Aaron, You Lost Me There by Rosecrans Baldwin

 

That pretty much sums up what I do.