i don't exactly know why or what i'm doing texting you and talking to you on the phone for hours these past few days but i can't stop. i should. i should stop because i just got out the longest relationship i've been in. but talking to you is just familiar, it's like the time lost between us during the last 3 years never happened. it's strange but comforting and i don't know why. i need to take a step back and be super cautious but then we talk i don't feel like we're not doing anyone any harm. i just honestly don't know what's going on...i don't dislike it, i just really don't want to make a mess out of things.
you've always been around, i'd get random texts throughout the year but never really replied cause well i was in a relationship with someone who was a tad protective and speaking to any guy would make him jealous let alone you. i do believe everything happens for a reason but i also believe in timing: over the past few years we've had crap timing. i'm not sure if our time is now...well not now now but in 4 and half months from now? i honestly just don't know...
i don't know what i'm doing. and i don't know what to do.
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