two months down four more to go. i find it odd how it's only been two months since the break up but to me it feels like it's been half a year. maybe its the way i got over him so fast, the relationship just seems like so long ago. the memories are a bit blurred- i don't if maybe im hurting (though it doesn't feel that way) or because i forced myself to forget those moments in order to heal? it's all so bizarre, but in an a-okay way yenno? i'm just waiting for the day for us to be normal friends again. but i haven't seen his face in weeks that at this rate rebuilding a friendship with him seems somewhat impossible. it is what is. can't do anything about how he feels towards all this. im doing what i said i would, i've moved on.
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