I survived!

so i was going to originally blog about my rollercoaster ride day and it's whirlwind of emotions. but it'd be long and boring and insignificant since the rest of the day turned out better. i'll give you a synopsis:

• woke up frantic and confused
• tried to write the final draft of my short story which was due today but got interrupted various times
• did the laundry while writing the story (mom said she was going to do it but she just helped me load it into the washing machine) this only angered me each time i had to pause my creative flow of thoughts
• paced up and down the hallway several times, going from annoyed, to agitated to choked and then angry at myself
• lost the laundry and missed the bus to get to class on time
• cried when my mom called angry that i lost a $150 key
• sister got home saw me balling, asked neighbour if we could borrow their key to get the other two loads that were ready
• got a ride to school from the boyfriend who always saves my day
• best friend printed my short story and handed it in
• arrived to class on time and presented my spoken piece i wrote 2 years ago (still have it memorised)- impressed the class and my prof- sweet dealio.
• class ended in an hour so i went to grab a vera burger and fries with my boy
• then headed to mcdanks to check my scheduale
• came home looked threw photographs and felt nostalgic, then relaxed in the tub and now im on here.

but i realized while texting nicky that we survived our first semester of university! wahooo. i hope next semester is a breeze and that i won't have days like today till the end of the semester. thank goodness for amazing people in my life that always know the perfect things to say to cheer me up and things to do to calm me down. i have no clue why i was so emotional today, probably to due to stress and anxiety of paying my tuition fee tomorrow and not having money for christmas gifts. december just hit me hard and threw me off a bit. it was just october not too long ago...