another summa' day.

oh my gosh i am boiling, it's like im in costa rica again- minus the colourful houses, loud music, and tropical setting. it's days like these that i wish i had a pool or a lake/ocean 10 minutes away from my house so i can just cannon ball into it and sit at the bottom of the pool. it's hella hot. i feel like im in a kitchen with the oven turned up real high and left open. the air is thick, my body is sticky from the sweat. i think im gonna go take a nice cold shower and freshen up. daaang sun why you gotta be so hot? i mean i love you and all and have been praying for nice weather. man, we people can't make up our mind. it's as if we're never happy with the weather you know? one day it's 'too cold", then "it doesn't stop raining", "it hasn't rained in forever" ,"it's too hot."

well im gonna try and suck it up and enjoy the rest of this lovely day.

i tried long-boarding today, cruised down a hill, then on the way up got tired and chilled under the shade of some trees for quite some time. it was nice though, i wanted to lie in the grass but i would have fallen asleep. next time i think i'll pack a blanket and rest in shade.

also drove car for the first time, like officially behind the wheel and all. i was scared as heck at first- but it was needed. i need to drive this summer and get it down pat so when october rolls by i can get my N then get myself a Jeep Cherokee. then when next summer happens i can drive down to cali or tofino and go surfing. hah shoot i could have done all this, this summer- why'd i have to be such a little coward and lazy little procrastinating 16 year old and wait to get my L for two years. my life would be so much simplier right now. oh well can't dwell on the best and the actions i didn't take, or well the consequence of choosing not to do what i should have.

ohhh also i was late for work today, about 20 minutes...thanks alarm for not going off. i got there in half an hour though. and no one else clocked in- so technically i was on time according to everyone. so i dunno if that's good or bad, my manager wasn't bad she just laughed at me and said "hello sleepy head". it was not as great as yesterday, i was out of it. my mind was shut off. and body felt like it was still in sleeping mod. probably cause it was not even 7 am yet. it was slightly amusing though, all of us rambling and almost falling over yet we still managed to get the job done. i feel bad for the other two girls who have to go back to work in about an hour to close. suucks real bad.

alright enough computer, gotta go freshin up cause i smell of grass and sweat. mmm yummy.