don't know how i'm going to reply to that message. or even if i should, since i'm a coward and all.
i feel disgusted cause i'm so angered, and confused, and somewhat hurt? but mostly angry- like i have this thick black tar creeping up my rib cages and a village of vikings roaring and hollering in my guts. i don't like feeling like this at all, yes it's partially my fault but at the same time i wasn't as harsh and this is like a journal of mine that i use to vent out (which i have a long rant about that for later). ohh i don't know what to expect for my 2 vs uno confrontation tomorrow, so i'll just bite down my tongue and pray that god tames my temper before this thing ruins 2 friendships. which i fear it already has.
shoot, i always wondered feared when this Spanish and Scottish temper was gonna kick in.
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