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Thursday, November 19

what's da matta with you?

what gives body? honestly.
lately i've been getting that pain on my right side (yet again). started of mild a couple of days and now it's getting sharper (the past times it has resulted to me on a stretcher in the back of an ambulance...not fun). so hopefully the whole feeling light headed then waking up on the floor doesn't occur again (it would be what the 5th or 6th time?). i'm getting sick of it (no pun intended). cause i don't know what it could be. last time i assumed it was stress, but i'm not so stressed out at the moment, so that's scratched out. perhaps lack of sleep and poor nutrition? but i'm no doctor, and if i were not like i'd have the answers cause every time their answers fail to answer the question- go figure. in addition to that i've had a bloody nose twice in the past week, wtf? oh and today my face is itchy as heck, but i got no allergies i don't think. body, why you so messed up inside? f, my side hurts.
at least i have ideas for my future. emily carr being the start of it- i'm a writer/artist/photographer in the making. that's what i'm gonna keep telling myself

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