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Saturday, August 14

mi corazon ♥ estuyo por siempre

nb, pb, ch, lt
you ladies are the greatest of the great.
thanks for being in my life.
"my heart is yours forever"

here's what i think of the ones who've been part of life & i hope will continue to be:
nb- nicky, nickster, nicole, pineapple arms, loserface... so many nicknames for you but one that will be yours forever "bestfriend". you are the bestest friend one could ever have and i'm not the only one who thinks so- i know it. i know this cause i've heard from others how amazing and sweet and welcoming you are from others and i just smile and think "yeaah that's my bestfriend. she's mine". and it was hard to share you with others haha, greedy ol me- but i'm glad others get to see what i see in you. we haven't hung out very much this summer due to working and being thrown into the "real world" but whenever we do chill it's splendid. and i love you so darn much. we go through the same stuff ALL THE TIME, and i don't know how on earth haha. it's strange but perfect cause we know what the other is going through and can be there for one another even if we don't say a word. and you're the worst liar ever- or maybe i can read your eyes so well i know when somethings up. either way, can't hide anything from me (even if you ever tried). so i guess it just means i'm always going to know whats going on in your life: the great make you feel so happy and giddy moments, the ones that just make you want to cry, times when you feel like bursting out of your skin and just running away, and times when your just in complete and utter blissful peace. the only thing i don't understand, or ever will, are when you make those weird alien like sounds...but their super amusing hah. can't wait to become an old lady with you and we'll be nagging at one another then goofing off. it'll be great. oh and when you have children they will call me "auntie gab's" okay?

pb- oh man. where do i start with you? i don't know when we became such close friends, but i'm sure glad it happened :) you are just indescribable...seriously. i feel like everytime we hang out or talk i find something new about you it's amazing. there's obviously the goofy loud HILARIOUS side of you that everyone loves and knows. the first time i met you i remember you coming up to me and saying very loudly as if you were shouting "HI,I'M PAULA! I LOOOOOOVE SKITTLES! WANT SOME?" and instead of being scared or backing away thinking 'weirdo..." i fully embraced your loudness and thought "man this girl is awesome" and i still do hah. and you have perfect timing for lightening up the mood. you know when to make someone laugh to distract them from an uncomfortable or awkward situation, but then you also know when it's time to get serious and dive further into an emotion that doesn't want to be shared or brought up- cause it's necessary. and i completely applaud you for that. you're honesty is perfect. you say it in a way that doesn't offend, but you're straight to the point. you say what needs to be heard whether the person wants to hear or not cause it's what they need to hear. and they listen. you asked me why people trust you, and i told you  that it was cause you're  real when giving people advice and that you actually take the time to listen to people and think about what you're going to say before you say it. and i mean it. and people open up to you so easily because they can trust that you won't spread all their secrets, you're a vault. and that's hard to find in people. thanks for being such a counsellor to others and myself. you amaze me. and i love you extra mucho grande ;) paul & gabe = spanish fiesta fun times forever. 

ch-  "you're the cheese to my macaroni" for real. you are the cheesiest of the cheese and i just want to eat it all up hah. you are such a gorgeous gal, inside and out. full of life and bubbly giddy goodness. i don't know what life has planned for you but i know you staying in bc is not part of it. probably explains why your room is covered in maps and you've had a suitcase packed for about a month now. you're my twin at times although you look more spanish than i do and i just don't understand haha. that's perhaps the reason why anything latin screams your name and south america calls for your name. it explains why you like bright colours such as red and yellow. red cause your suave dangerous little dancing siren with a sexy voice that makes boys & men swoon towards you. and yellow cause your my ball of big cheezy sunshine. always making me smile with the strangest things that you say like " that baby is so cute i just want to punch it's face" or "my goal in life is to be a milf" sometimes im shocked at what comes out of your mouth but then i just burst into a roaring laugh. thanks for being such a goof with me. we need to go dancing one night before you leave for however long you plan on being gone for. love you chica you're loca ♥

lt- we got so close in a couple months, sorry i was gone for one- who knows how much closer we'd be. but you just always made me smile and your hugs were are the greatest. sorry i don't know why im speaking in past tense, as if your gone- well you are in a way- off in lovely bedford england :) so stoked for you. anywho. i love our car rides and blasting the music, rolling down the windows and singing away to justin beiber, kina grannis, justin nozuka and whoever else. it feels at times that we're sisters. you have good taste in superheroes ;) thats how i knew we'd be great friends haha. i can't wait till you get back to tell me stories of your travels, love experiences perhaps?, new friends, interesting people and the work your doing. so proud of what your doing. it's one of my passions and to see you put it into action is inspiring. your not afraid to use what god gave you and to just dive in to what he has planned. yeah you might be afraid but you sure don't show it. i will miss your giant pearly white smile and bear hugs. love you always mama' tish can't wait to see your face soon (i'll get a laptop as soon as possible so we can skype).


& thank you tish, channel, and nickster for the brilliant idea of purchases those rings- everytime i wear it and read it, it crafts a smile apon my face to know i have such great people in my life that won't ever leave my heart and i know i won't leave theirs :) love you four a whooole wack load of a lot
sb, mb, cb & eb, jm (squared)
 i shall write of you another day. too much computer for me today and this post is long enough. but i still love you all♥ you make my life a giant party :)

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