well im back from costa rica, arrived in vancity on friday at 1:50pm- got out of the airport way past 2 do to passport complications and all that jazz. i'll give full detail of the trip later, it was great fun. loaded with so many emotions and moments, some amazing others unwanted but all in all it was great. amazing to see my family again, the worst thing ever leaving them.
so now im still feeling pretty ambivalent about being in BC again. i don't know if i like it or if i want to be back in costa rica. i kinda feel empty. like i'm here, but not entirely. my body's here, my minds elsewhere and i kinda dont feel like im home. maybe its cause it's a crazy mess and our luggage looks like it has exploded all over our house. or maybe its cause theres a lack of colour and vibrance where i live opposed to where i was. the city seems dead to me, lacking life. and i dont know where i want to be anymore...i'll wait a week and see how im feeling. hopefully i start feeling like im home soon cause this is just straight up wierd and i feel awkward.
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